It would be nice to live in still life!

Worry free!

Fear free!

Pain free!

DEAD.

Basically…

Except for all the stress of the homework I ALWAYS choose to forget about!! Basically I only harm myself by choosing my plans poorly.

What has me so stressed?

…

GOVERNMENT!!!!! D:

It’s not so much the subject itself, because, it’s not math, which I despise a lot mostly. It’s my professor. I don’t ever understand a thing he teaches, and this is causing me troubles. I feel like I go in there and come out exactly the same. Everything that is a lesson becomes plain jibberish to my ears. This isn’t supposed to be this way! I should be learning something, right?!?! Of course! So!?

Right now I am panicking because of a book report which was due today and I didn’t turn in. NOW FIRST OF ALL, I will go to admit that this was entirely MY OWN fault. Because I chose to procrastinate. Not even that alone, I also obtained a book on Saturday which wasn’t even on his list of approved books! IDIOT, I am…

Anyway…

Thursday night I went out to bowl with a close friend of mine. It was so great to talk to her, because she understand my current feelings. Because she feels this way most of the time, if not, worse. I appreciated so much that she listened to me. I needed it!

I also got to see an old friend while we visisted her prior to going to the bowling place, thing…

It was fun! It was nice seeing her again!

I remember always acing my spelling tests!!

And the one time I got below a perfect score, like a 98, I was so dissapointed …

It would be fun if only I was 6 again!

lol

This website should be visited!!

It is hilarious! It makes a mockery out of the possibility of Palin ever having become president. It’s not a video or anything, it’s simply a flash website, but we all know how fun those are, because they are INTERACTIVE!!! I advise to click on the closet/storage door as many times as possible. And if your mouse allows it, click on the objects/things you find in there. You’ll surely get a laugh! ( ´∀｀)

Who knows how old this is, and I have just discovered it! (◎-◎)

because it itches!!!!

No, but I mean, I was reading my last entries, or in that case my old entries. All I have to say is WOW!!!

I was so concerned with my weight. I talked way too much about how much I gained or lost or whatever! What was going on? Anyway, it’s better not to talk about those things anymore. Put all of that behind.

On another note, the day was bland! I had an exam, which I didn’t do so hot on. I was nodding out in Philosophy. I like the class, but the subject has already been read by myself, and so, the special spark isn’t quite there anymore. Even though I truly do not even know this material for what it really is. I don’t have the proper knowledge. Sheesh…

I cut my hair on Saturday. My bangs got too long and they annoyed me. I said earlier, to myself, lol, that I wanted a more mature haircut. However, here I am, sitting with the same haircut I ALWAYS get. Ugh, I don’t know what to get next time. Everything has been done…except for going bald or REALLY short hair. But that scares me, haha. Crazy, crazy…

Other than all of that, my computer is very jacked up…I’m going to have to take it into surgery very soon!

Bye bye!

So lately nothing interesting has happened. My best friend turned 19 on Friday though! I hope she had a lot of fun on that day! I was able to celebrate with her for about an hour, so it was good !!

As a valentines gift (for friendship, something I was not aware of until I received the gift D: ), she gave me this little notepad, which is very pretty!!

and here is the inside!!

It’s really nice!!! I really like it!

As far as studies go, I have an exam tomorrow morning. I SHOULD be studying right now, but I am one to procrastinate, so it will be left for the very last minute. lol.

No, I should get around to it pretty soon.

Well, that will be all for now!

Bye bye (^_^)v

How are we?

I am good, for now.

Honestly, the last week…or at least the time of my absence here have been pretty, hard. I’ve been dealing with a lot of emotional stress. I’ve had a lot of downs…too many. Though, it is good to know that things are becoming better now. I realized that life is what we make it, and to gain positivity we must put effort to achieve that.

So!

Here I am, with energy to update again!

I am taking a class currently during this winter. SPEECH. It is going well. Actually, today I had a speech to do. The idea was to film it and then criticize ourselves.

Hahaha, I will admit that I had a troublesome period during my speech. It was amusing because I couldn’t help but express how terrible I felt! And that is one of the “Don’ts” of public speaking! Ah!

Eh…

Anyway, I finally get a break as of today! I am glad!

I need it! It’s been so cold out! Not a good time to be going out so much as every day.

Here we go…

warm shoes for the winter, people.

And my socks! Stripes~!!

They brighten my mood.

I actually wore a lot of pink today, in order to brighten my mood. I am treating myself .

I look angry >:(!

Ah, well, that is it for today!

PEACE! ^_^v

until next time!

Even more so now, because I relate to it in so many ways. HO HUM…

I’ve been watching the Food Network too much lately! That’s where all my TV time goes, seriously…I am actually considering maybe getting into Culinary…thing…is there a term for that?

Well…

When I made my first cake ever, and from scratch, I got really good responses! I was so glad, and still am! It was pretty good…

So, I want to make another one! But, I also want to make cookies, or something sweet for the holidays. Maybe I want to be a pastry chef? Maybe…

Not much to say. I’ve got to start school next week, starting Monday. While all the other kids are having a dandy ol’ time enjoying their winter break, I will be sitting in a classroom everyday for 4 hours beginning at 8:30 a.m. Yesssss…it’s so much more fun. But that’s my fault, because I decided I wanted to get Speech over and done with sooner than later.

And maybe I’ll also get a job! But that isn’t set in stone yet. Hmm…